Sunday, May 25, 2008

at 1:15 AM with 0 comments
mum, this's specialllly for you..
mum..
i know that i've disapppoint you for years. i've beeeen making empty promises to you. i apologised for that. today you reallly made me realllly upset. i don't know, i could'nt stand it& my tears started to drip out of nowhere. i reallly have no life. my life's full of darknesss. mum, in your heart im always a son who's dumb, stupid! but i accept it because im. no matter what i said, its just rubbish. hais.. sometimes i realllly felt like dying. at that moment, dying should be the best solution of all. i 've no aim to achieve. isn't that stupid? my life is going out everyday. my life's mine brothers. they are always there for me whenever im feeeling down. they may be bad boys in others opinions. but to me, they aren't. hais. mum, i made another promise to you after i gt back my results the day before. i don't neeed you to trust me. but just listen to me once more, i 'll prove it to you. after what you told me ytd, i finallly realize that you reallly care for me alot. mummmmy, iloveyou<3 i shall not dissappppoint you .
ps: thanks brothers for cheerring me up<3
ps: sheerrrry, thanks for being there for me<3
ps:my friends too<3 thanks.

NICH:D